Saturday, June 19, 2010 @ 9:47 AM
why!
why am i feeling this way? even when you told me that you never talk to that person. but i don't know why but still, i feel kinda, UNSAFE>< i don't know why.i guess thanks to that person, i gain some friends but lost my best friends. why?! i don't want to lose you. i don't want that to happen! argh! i hate it alot! you tell me you will be with me. but i can't feel it! i can't! you told me to wait. i waited, FOR?! FOR NOTHING! i don't even know why i waited. why i put up with this kind of attitude! I HATE IT! i really hope you see this post. but i doubt you will. i guess you NEVER ever read my blog. and i thought i mean alot to you. when you ask me to be your brother, you told me that i could be a good kor. i tried. but have you think whether you have been a good didi? haiz. i guess after saying this you know who i am talking about. the best thing is that i am talking about a guy-.- some of you may think i am gay or wadever but this idiot is my best friend/best buddy and best didi. i don't want to lose him get wad i mean? i hope you guys get it. and i hope you get it too. i just don't get it why i will really wait for their sms when they say, chat later i busy or chat later i go bath. i really wait sia-.- feel damn freaking dumb now! ARGH!@#$% go die. if this happen again i will really have to say sorry but i rather not talk to you then to wait stupidly. i hate it okay. it is like people taking you for granted. during cmap the group of people took my group for granted. and i learn that other people also hate it when people take them for granted. i bet you hate it too. forget it.
