Sunday, June 27, 2010 @ 9:19 PM
Life
well, this year have been a chaotic year for me. i have to say, relationships were made and destroyed, friendship grew stronger and some are gone. but many lessons learnt from all this problems. but wad remain with me arer good memories left behind by you all. and i won't forget any of them. things happened for a reasons. sometimes things happened cause people plan for it to happened.
But wad is the true meaning of life?
why do people do things that make other angry or sad?
and when will one truly feel happy?
i guess this questions will never be answer with a definite answer. as there is no definite answer. everyone would have a different answer within them. i guess, i have my own answer within me.
What's the true meaning of life?
i have to say that life is about learning lessons that make you a better person. it is like playing a video game, when we play and we level up it feel like you gain a new skill, new states. like life, it make you a better person. giving you strong character. making you learn about whom you are within.
Why do people do things that make other angry or sad?
this is because we care. if people argue or quarrel, it shows that one party cares about the other and therefore contributing to the factor of argument or quarreling.
When will one truly feel happy?
to me, i will only truly feel happy is when i have people who truly cares about me next to me. and they will always be there through thick and thin no matter wad situation it is. thats when one will truly feel happy.
well, i guess, i am just being kinda sad thats why i am able to think properly. lately many things happened, too many actually. but i have learn to be strong and more independent. i will work hard and show people out there that i am someone who is not easily beaten to the ground. i will show them that i am not a push over. i will be whom people would never think i would be. just you wait. i will make a great come back. and all of you would be shocked at this new and improved Mark. just wait and see.
haha. i type until like i going for a war or going to beat up someone. but i am not la hor. haha! don't worry. just going to study and train like mad. i will want to show everyone who look down on me that i am able to do it. things that i was to scared to do before things that block me from communicating with them. i will hope i can do it. with the help of someone, i guess i am able to do it. hopefully that someone would be able to help me. PRAY HARD.