today WILL be a damn bloody boring day... ARGH...hate it.... really hate it.... noting to do, going out... go out also not going to get anything that i can get... even if i want, mummy won;t buy... hate that! ARGH! then when mazel wants sometime, don't even need to think then buy liao! argh.. i think i don't know how many times i say this liao but i really hate it ALOT!!! really la! the person who needs thign the most is me! walao! i tell you all... this are the things that i pay with my saved money....
1)my crumpler
2)my watches
3)my ipod touch
4)my handphone!
5)my PSP
6)my DS(which is now my sister's)

walao! if they pay all this for me, i would like have $1300 more to spend! ARGH! this is not fair! really! even my DS, have to give my sister and i get no money! ARGH! walao la! argh! then mazel wants everything, she get everything! mark wants something, must use his own money! the only person who is WILLING to buy things for my i think is my older sister...

i really don't like this kind of feeling! i have to save for wad i want! walao... rather i stop schooling and go out to work... really la... i don't understand! somemore, mummy said she would dye my hair for me... until now! i still can see ALL my FREAKING white hair! just feel like going to a saloon to dye it myself! but this involved using my own money again... she say going to dye my hair tomorrow.. you think she will?! i am asking myself the SAME question...

sorry to post this kind of post... it is just that i am really angry with the fact that i don't get wad i want and i have to save money to get it... and the fact that people say that the mummy and daddy would tread the boys better as compared to the girls.... ya... BULL SHIT man! ARGH! walao... hate it man!

i don't even want to go out later... after i see something i really want.. it is just giving myself the BIGGEST disappointment in my life... cause i won;t get it... even if i begged for it! ARGH... how i wish that i am born in a FREAKING rich family... really... but wad can i do? nevermind... i will just grow up and earn my own money... ARGH!

tomorrow is Youth day holiday... i want to go out... but i want to go out with that person... but that person seems to want to go out with other people and play... it is like walao... that time that person told me wanna go out with me alone... now tell that person and see wad i get in return... really hate this kind of feeling! i think i stay at home bah! if you are reading this... as in that person... i am not going out tomorrow... i am too lazy to go out.. and i am TOO scared to go out with you... i am sorry... think i am just going to stay at home and ROT!

okay bah.. ending here... byebye.... hope you all have a fun weekend ahead:D