i reall hope you would be able to go... really hope so you know... but i have this freaking feeling that you can't go... i have no idea why... i have give you so many but you don't give ANYTHING to me... sometimes i think wad you talk also not true... i don't know why la! i have this feeling that i don't even believe you at all... you know that?!

i don't know wad to say to you... HIAZ!