i am very sorry too okay... small matter i make until so big... i really don't know wad to do... break ties again or give you a chance again... i really don't know... my heart say break cause you might break my heart again... and my mind say patch cause everyone is given many chance.. but i think i have given you many... i really don't know...

my friends say break ties... cause i have given you many chances... and i told you that you can't talk to *** *** very long ago liao... not enough time?! and you only tol me not to talk to ******** last week only... and i did it right away... i didn't even say hello to him okay! everyone know my nature is to say HI to eveyone i know when i see them... but you are stopping me to say hi to ********... if you were him how would you feel? sad right?

and i asked you did you think of how will i feel when you talk to *** ***? you said ya but after you finish talking! my heart really drop down the bottom of the sea can! really la.. thats why i am still thinking... cause you didn't think of how would i feel and you do it... and you know i 100% will angry then you still do it... don't understand okay...