thanks alot of giving me all this pressure! My daddy with the N levels... Adrian with his question of whether to be or not to be... SYF hand still pain...

argh... to my daddy, don't worry i will make it to O levels...

to adrian, mt heart says yes but my mind says no... so still thinking...

SYF, 4 more days for my hand to recover... hopefully can recover...

i really don't know la... hate this man... maybe just going to break down very soon... but i remember that i promised someone that i would not cry anymore... although i still cry but lesser liao... i am not going to cry when i feel down anymore... i am a guy... i should be a man and stand up to the road that is infront of me! thinking about every passing day... SYF, adrian and N LEVELS! to me SYF is the only time i am going to have the fame and glory! i really want my band to get a SILVER OR A GOLD! praying hard... and N LEVELS is another thing that is important to me... adrian? i have no idea okay... still thinking la! OMG! why did you tell him!? if you didn't i would say yes very fast... but you told him... it made me think MORE! thanks alot... ya... thinking... although it is only one day, i miss the fun we had together... within 30mins to think! OMG! feel like breaking down... but i will not break the promise... yanyue i promise you not to cry... i will not break it!