i don't understand you... i want to learn more about you... why you do things this way... ya... really don't understand you very well... wad kind of brother i am if i don't know you inside out... haha... i really want to be a good brother toward you... but sometimes i don't understand why you choose him over me... who is your brother la... me or him?! really don't understand... if i am your brother then why tread me like that? pushing me one side and watch you have fun with the person i dislike... even you say that he is irritating, then why still stick to him like glue like that? don't understand... and best of all WHY lie to me? forget it... leaving all my past behind me... and i shall move on... i am giving you ONE more chance... the real last chance already... don't throw it away like that... okay?! good boy:D lol... answering my own question! HAHA!

my passion for music is in my heart waiting to come out... but when would i be able to pursue it? maybe never! haiz... would miss music ALOT... but don't worry... i would try my best to keep music in touch with me:D ok... stopping here... 18more days to the event! OMG!