today... wad a day... omg... smsed her a got out everything i wanna know... i have come to a conclusion i will not wait for you... i am super sorry but if this hurt you... it hurts me more than it hurts you... i am sorry...
and my mummy told me that me dad want her to quit her job and take care of me... dad I AM NOT A KID ANYMORE! i don't want anything to happened because of me... and i am 15 years old... old enough to do wad i want... and i really don't want my mum to leave her job...
nvm... hai... don't care from on onwards, i will try my very best to study very hard... and make it to sec 4, i will be the whole new mark ong...
but i need your help... not as in you whom is reading my blog now... but someone in me life... i really need you there to help me... i don't know... i don't want to be like an outcast because we are not together anymore... thats how i feel... nvm... stopping here... can't wait to go back for SWS band practice... byebye...